10.31.2013

erotic task of depression



we come back from away and dark 
because in the morning 
lover slowly tells soft stories of nightmares 


I

It had been a while since you lied to me. So a total surprise it was not
hearing you say allthosemagneticallymundanethingsonceagain.

In response, I found myself getting even more attracted to you. 





II

Absence of space denotes one large breath.

allthosemagneticallymundanethingsonceagain
onceallthosemagneticallymundancethingsagain
allthosethingsagainoncemagneticallymundane


Absence of one large breath denotes too much space in your head. 





III


This morning 
when the charcoal fanged stings of longings
 hit me 
in between my legs and emotional breath,
 I stoned myself to a noir comedy death. 

No wonder those words I uttered to you 
while I lay there now 
taste like stale bread. 







'you live just once, live a double life'